Just when I think I’m making some progress, some forward motion, I find myself right back not far from where I started. It’s a three steps forward, two steps back feeling, and I am not sure how to get where I want to go. I suppose that if the circle is large enough, I don’t notice I’m heading back to where I came from.
Life has become a series of restarts. I’m not sure I can do that too many more times. Regrowth, repurposing, renew, re-this, re-that… Is it just that I need to get back to things I know or do I need to move in a new direction? My rededication to music is going well but slowly, my rediscovery of myself goes apace, yet sometimes I still feel like I am not going anywhere.
Maybe I’m meant not to stray far from what I am already… or perhaps I need a new compass.
Sometimes a circle feels like a direction
Up and down, still lookin’ for perfection
There’s a lot goin’ on but it all adds up to nothing
Sometimes a circle feels like a direction
I'm the mother of three girls, a former public school teacher still teaching music lessons, trying to do the best I can by everybody that depends on me - just like every other mother I know. I'm hoping the blogging experience will help me make some sense out of a transition in my life, and maybe make it more enjoyable.
One Bird At A Time 
My rededication to music is going well but slowly, my rediscovery of myself goes apace, …
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